I Blame Me

You tell me all that you want in a woman
And I see so much of "her" in me
Someone confident and secure with herself
Down to kick it like she's the homie
And baby you when you need your head rubbed (pun not intended)
To fall asleep
I do all of that gladly but you know I front a bit
Doing things I'd never done before
Like rub you down with a wet towel when you were sick
All that time seeing a potential "us" able to grow
But what I didn't know is that point blank
You're a flirt
So I shouldn't take to heart your actions and words
Because with every attempt to kiss me
Was the probable intended failure in us kissing
Because I'm in the friend zone;
You've told me about your past relationships
And even about shorty you gettin to know now
Asking me how to say phrases in Tagalog
So you can correspond in her first language
I must admit, that's really cute and I gladly helped you out
But there was a sting of jealousy
The attention you give her is the attention I've been wanting to receive
But apparently it's something you just can't see
And I know the only person to blame is me